This inauguration impacts everyone. But for those of us with chronic illness, this is not just incredibly stressful but potentially life changing.
With Trump as the new president and Republicans looking to undo everything President Obama has done in the last eight years…there is a lot of havoc to be wrought. Especially in relation to healthcare. The Affordable Care Act (ACA) could be repealed…the decision that it could be repealed was made in the dead of night in a meeting probably held in some deep dark Republican chambers while they were all playing poker and smoking cigars while strippers danced around them…Strippers who likely couldn’t afford health insurance.
If they repeal the ACA, they are destroying people lives. We (chronically ill, sick, everyone who is alive) are essentially being told that we are not worth anything to even receive basic human rights that should be afforded to everyone. The United States is so focused on the bottom line that it can’t pull it’s head out of its’ own ass long enough to think about what it is doing to the people it claims to ‘support’.
It just so happens that through osmosis many of my friends also have one or more chronic illnesses. That is to say that I had these friends before I was in such poor health. If I didn’t have a support system who already have health issues (like Becca, Shelby, and Nai), I’m quite certain I would be much worse off than I am now. Having friends who have special diets and chronic illnesses normalized all of it for me. Not that it makes my struggle any easier because it doesn’t. But it is much harder to adjust to life with chronic illness when everyone around you is seemingly healthy.
But back on point…am I to believe that myself, my friends and the millions of other people who can’t afford health insurance or who couldn’t get it because of pre-existing conditions aren’t valuable in any way? It’s preposterous. That whole pre-existing conditions in health insurance was the bane of the chronically ill person’s existence. When that went away…omgwecangethealthcare! butomgnowwemightloseit…
As it stands, I can’t afford health insurance. I get what I like to call Poor People’s Health Insurance aka Medicaid. This is provided to me through the state of Maryland because I make below X amount of money every year. So what will happen to this program? I have no idea. I am terrified to find out. I depend heavily on my poor people’s health insurance. Could it be taken away from me??? It’s possible. The future of healthcare is uncertain.
I would like to add that the ACA is not ideal. It has huge flaws that cannot be overlooked. It’s expensive and it requires everyone to have health insurance, which in theory should be a good thing but it penalizes the people who can’t afford it. Impoverished people who can’t afford health insurance have to pay a yearly fine. For 2016, the yearly fine is $695 or 2.5% of your income, whichever is higher. WTF?!?! That is just beyond ridiculous. Although it should be noted that there are exemptions that can be made if you meet specific requirements. However, not all of the exemptions are automatically applied so if you don’t know about them you might get stuck paying the penalty fine anyways.
My point here is that ACA doesn’t work for everybody, that is a fact. There are also the people who can afford it but have large deductibles that ensure they do not get proper treatment until the deductible is met. Treatment is withheld until deductibles are met. Those deductibles could be as high as $7,000+. People are having to choose between treatment and food/home. That’s not exactly what I call ideal.
But do people care? probably not. And not about those who have a chronic illness. For those of us with invisible chronic illnesses, we might as well just be making up some fake disease…like purple lumpy spots or rainbow dragon measles…because often people don’t believe us. They are skeptical of us. You can’t see my migraines or the crippling pain in my bladder…but believe me it is there. I have no reason to lie about it. What if I had cancer? Would you believe me then?? probably. This brings up the issue of mental health for those of us with invisible chronic illness because it really does impact our mental health. Part of my health insurance covers therapy. I could lose that, which is incredibly disheartening to think about.
The stress of this inauguration makes me feel ill and gives me so much pain. That’s why I have been avoiding the news ever since the election. I can’t handle it. I know I am not the only one. I have friends who are in the same boat. If it’s been hard for me to deal with up until now… it’s about to get a lot hard with Trump being the actual President now. I can sit here all day and torture myself and make myself miserable…as I’m sure many others can and will do too.
But we need to be kind to ourselves. We can’t control what will happen. All we can do is try not to stress about it too much… because stress will only exacerbate our health problems and make us feel even worse. I know that’s easier said than done. But let’s just rest and gain strength for when we need it most. <3I found this meme upon a search of inauguration and chronic illness and it resonates so I am sharing it with image description below.
I found this meme upon a search of inauguration and chronic illness and it resonates so I am sharing it with image description below.