Wow.. it has been WAY too long. This past fall semester at school and in just in life has just been … what’s a good word for it???
Hectic. Relentless. Chaotic. All of that and then some.
So much has happened and I don’t even know where to begin. I’m not sure where I left off. But let’s just pick it up here.
-In July I had my tonsils removed which cured the chronic infections in my throat! Effectively ending what I unlovingly called Strepgate 2018. (And you can also read Strepgate part two here) woohoo! One problem down!
-But then I was diagnosed with Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis. At first, it was just a diagnosis of hypothyroidism and then with further testing, my doctor found that it was, in fact, Hashimoto’s. And for those of you unfamiliar with Hashimoto’s, it is, in fact, an autoimmune disease. **Woohoo my first official autoimmune disease!!! …. yeah… anyways. It’s an autoimmune disease where the immune system attacks the thyroid. I’m pretty asymptomatic and it was caught pretty early on for me, although I am always cold which explains that. So that’s fun…. or something. I have started taking Levothyroxine, starting at 50 MCG and have slowly worked my way up to 88 MCG over the last few months.
But don’t worry I’m not letting this keep me down. I’m still trucking through graduate school like it’s my fulltime job…. because it is. I have one semester left and I basically want to die.
At some point in time, I had botox for my migraines which was insanely painful. It was like 32 needles being jabbed into my head. But totally worth it. Not that it cured my migraines…it didn’t lol. But it did reduce the length and pain level which is saying a lot. And this past Friday, I went for a second round of botox! Yikes, spikes! But my neurologist has assured me that with each round of botox that my migraines should improve even more. So fingers crossed!
And speaking of needles, I began immunotherapy also. But what the heck is immunotherapy!? Well, let me tell you. It’s for allergies. I got in-depth allergy testing done at the beginning of the summer… A lot happened over the summer for me healthwise. Turns out I only have like three allergies…one kind of grass, one kind of tree and cockroach dander lol. BUT because I have asthma and get severe bronchitis every year (without fail). It has been recommended by multiple doctors that I try immunotherapy and hopefully it will improve my asthma and bronchitis issues. And you know what… why the heck not? I will do what it takes to improve my health.
So what does immunotherapy entail? Well, my allergist creates special allergen cocktails for me and I give myself shots every other day for two years! Yep, you read that right. Do not adjust the dial. I had to go to her office once a week for three weeks to get immunotherapy training (re: learn how to give myself shots) But eff that… easy peasy lemon squeezy. I have enough health issues… I’m not queasy about it, unlike my dear boyfriend, Aaron. Poor guy, any time he sees my needless out on he gets sickly looking.
Meanwhile, I just do what I got to do… because who knows..this could do the trick and make all the difference between yearly bronchitis or not! I’m down for it! So I’m here for it… giving myself shots every other day for two years.
-My interstitial cystitis was quiet for a while after I had my tonsils removed but in the last month it has flared up with a vengeance as if it was just waiting for me to think I was in remission and I could pee comfortably for once in the last 4 years. and then BAM! A killer bladder infection. Antibiotics and an antifungal, for a month, because it’s go big or go home over here.
-And I just completed my second to last semester of graduate school, getting my masters in social work, with a 4.0 GPA. It’s not easy being a full-time student, step-mom, cat-mom, and partner to my boyfriend while chronically ill. Next semester is my last semester and I will have a full-time internship, which should be interesting, to say the least. It takes a lot of planning and going day by day. Some days it’s not easy… it’s exhausting, relentless and chaotic.
Until next time… let us all remember that you don’t have to be perfect to be amazing.